*iheartyou*

Monday, July 31, 2006

strange

my brother seemed sad. he didn't watch anime ytd. instead, he watch TV before i left home and after i came back. mom said he has been watching de whole day

huh? why? didnt he do his usual like watching animes??

i asked him why but de only 'reply' i got was nothing.

i couldnt get him to talk to me.

::Begins crapping
9:30 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

Doubt sees the obstacles,
Faith sees the way,

Doubt sees darkness,
Faith sees the day,

Doubt dreads to take a step,
Faith soars on high,

Doubt asks "Who believes?".

Faith answers,

"I".

::Begins crapping
12:17 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

aiyoh..the lil bird died! barely three days under our "care". sobs, no time to take care coz dogs also must take care. so sad. days ago, we found it under a tree motionless but chirping(that's wat my brother said)

brought it back to nuture her...i mean him....aiyah, IT!

later ytd bro called me say tat de bird died. alamak, i think we fed him/it wrong thing.

brother brought it down along with de dogs. so nice of him to dig a burial for it. surprisingly,he said that candy looked sad when we was diggin, with his bare hands!! dogs have feeling you know??

Next time i'll buy worms if we do encounter de same incident..cause worms are soft..dried food too hard for lil bird.

aiyo, wat despair.

::Begins crapping
2:57 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Hey damien..Thank you so much for the preparations! Soon competitions comes. Ready? hehe, best of luck to the team. They've train hard. Damien, do your best! That goes to everyone part taking de competition. This oldman here needs to get in shape. Join you guys for the other races..>.<

//reasons to find.reasons for me to why why why.

dedicated to my dearest. thank you for helping my injury. thank you for taking care of me. sorry to let your family worried especially you. i love you!

::Begins crapping
1:04 PM

hmm..

'Change' .. this word has been dwindling in my mind for the past weeks.

i did change..but not for de good .. bad? yar.. but how bad? i dont know..

is it that bad? will i get back to my old good self? is there time?

nothing can heal the wounds. only she can.

sorry, i got too emo.

Mom call me from Taiwan last night. good to hear that Dad has reached her place. My cousin in Taiwan is getting married. How happy it is to hear that. She's alot older than me. once when my brother and i were young, she used to bring us to alot of places. arcade, swimming, bowling, kite flying and blah..hehe, Taiwan was kind of fun. maybe one day will go back to my roots(haha, quite impossible, school is always packed into my shedule)

haiz, i miss my parents. hope they come back quick! Mom and Dad, if you're reading this(haha, i doubt so), i miss you guys!!

(bro, have you bought the bird food?)

//knowing the real me takes time

::Begins crapping
12:16 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

*ponders*

::Begins crapping
11:58 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

hmm..i cant stop reminising de past..my morale really shot down after someone made that awful comment about me months ago..i still cant get over it. i may not have de drive to go back.

Hey .. vala is having an auction for ladies accessories and tees!! choose your poison and bid your price now!! Quick Quick!!

My dear recently had lil or no sleep..admist IAP, she still does her vala. oh yes, she made a really superb tee for moi. erm, i dun have the picks yet but you can check it out at valashoppe

Thank you dearest!!

//Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle*

::Begins crapping
6:04 PM